Tearful Gas Component What Do You Think Of This Poem?

What do you think of this poem? - tearful gas component

I waited and waited so long for my future hi
My heart feels so numb
But, my savior, not my lost love
How can someone be so stupid?
My dreams are captured
They seem to have acquired,
But why?
For the thoughts of the devil than God himself?
But this view, is built up in me that flows in my veins. Vroom! Almost like a car, coughing all their stuff. Screaming, you need gas or it dies!
My dreams, terribly
Sometimes tears
When I try to find
The light becomes dark
Is this a sign?
This can not be mine?
Maybe I should quit?
Or should I do.
I must let go
And say NOOh, no, no!

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